Thursday, October 22, 2026

Illness is not the problem. My egoic mind is the problem as long as my egoic mind is in control of my body

Whenever I get angry, I create problems and pain for myself; then I create pain and problem for others.

The moment my attention turns to now, I feel a presence, a stillness, a peace. I no longer depend on the future for fulfilment and satisfaction.

My every cell of my body is so present that I can feel the vibration of the cell in my body.

I’m learning to be witness of my thought and emotion which is an essential part of being in the present moment.

As I observe my thoughts and emotions, I find a great deal of resistance in me in the form of judgment, discontent and mental projection to be away from now, the present moment.

On the emotion level, there is an undercurrent of ease, tension, boredom and nervousness.